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Long time coming... again. /
Holidayys! /
EXAMS! /
Study Madness /
Last Lecture in School. /
It's been a long time coming. /
another jaded day /
jaded... again. /
oh gosh /
ambitious. /

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here's a better look at the "wind up music box"
hey jude =D
what i gave her was kinda silly. i couldnt find any wrapping paper.
so i went to my closet, picked up a singlet she wore before and used it to wrap the beetle, followed by removing the drawstring from my berms to tie it altogether.

yup! and i spent the rest of the eve watch little nonya on mobTV with my cousins.
heehee.

i'm a clown with a frown;
i'm a no-where man,
i float around in my no-where land.

i should have slept my life away....

Labels: emo

"being overworked and accomplishing nothing" - thats the meaning of my title for today.

first week of holidays have ended. there are so many things i've done and so many other things i have not. it is really annoying to plan something to do yet i cannot accomplish it at all. not because i dont want to do it, but im being occupied by some-thing/one of higher authority/urgency blablabla, followed by being accused of procrasting.. shant go down the list, its annoying.

and for a wonderful saturday like this, the day is partially ruined and how do i make it better? i'd better head out for a while...

i promise the day will be better tomorrow (sunday)
why?
because everyone's OUT!

i wont get scolded for watching tv after i wake up.
i wont get scolded for coming online after i wake up.
i wont get scolded for waking up late.
i wont get scolded for not having appetite.
i wont get scolded for making people wait with no appointment.
i wont feel guilty for all the above.

only for a day....

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oh baby you're sugar sweet
and you're loving knocks me off my feet
baby, you know that it's true
i can see it when i look at you

oooh, yeah
you're just about my everything
oooh, yeah
you're just about my everything

you make me heart pitter patter
this kind of loving makes nothing else matter
baby don't you ever leave
cause everything's cool when you are here with me

oh babe you make my eyes light up
and you're loving is just enough
baby, you know that it's true
nothing matters when i'm here with you

oh babe you make my world spin
and you're loving is where it begins
oh how i need you so
you can bet, i'll never let you go

note : y only got her face? cos its her bday! and all pictures containing rosel must be subjected to approval before posting...

happy birthday =]

I cant help being so sarcastic about today's title. It seems like people around me have been showing me their "colourful faces" and i feel rather irritated about it. Every single thing i do is not being approved and every single wish of everyone is my command. I began to miss the CT period where i got to go home late and be oblivious about literally everything. Well well, i owe everyone a million. So yea, feel free.

the big brothers of AT xcept the right one.

BIG vs small

whatever happened the other night was scary.
the scene, noise, feelings all imprinted on my mind.
decided not to share what actually happened.
posted this instead.


rule of thumb : drive safe.

y am i feeling so.... =S ?



life's hard, ED harder.

roar its like.... 5.20 in the morning...

im still in the living, doing the same old stuffs; perhaps not.


Share 5 info abt yourself now (RIGHT NOW) :

1. i miss hopingping.
2.i miss the life i had 2 yrs ago terribly, 1 reason y i couldnt slp.
3.i feel like peeing now.
4.i din study much through the night.
5.im feeling tired.


good morning.

apparently i failed to sleep in time and i passed my "sleep time", guess i will have to stay up all night.

current time : 3.35am, still ticking.

sitting on the cold hard marble floor in the living room, with earphones plugged in blogging away in lieu of revising.

rwar!

anyway i had a "super fun time" doing AM. it was easy only on the surface, assuming we were looing at the paper FROM FAR. (inside joke)
the paper was full of "traps"and poor me fell for it, and i wasted 4 marks.
the thought of losing those 4 marks make my heart ache, as WE are NOT supposed to let it happen.

fine, im lousy.
no point crying over spilled milk and blame my slippery fingers.

on the side note, ive been a complacent kid and im guilty for taking some of my friends for granted. they looked fine but deep down they feel angsty.

:(

erm.
no hard feelings, only hard c*cks? [vowel(s) removed]
=D

Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad

I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4

There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you

There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you

Give me more loving from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
You’re the best that I’ve had

And I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
It’s easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4

There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you

There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you
(I love you) I love you


the song can just tell so little of what u have brought to my life. i wish u can never leave.
specially dedicated to junie ho.

today marks the first day of "the test of faith"
received a HUGE blow but thats not gonna deter me from loving u.
=]
coming up next is CTs!
So far in my poly life, NONE of the CTs were made easy for me.
seriously NONE. im accepting this fate.

i learnt some pointers on how to destress.
sorta got addicted to it.

"shi high de lor!"
im so glad my red riding hood is SMT.
basically its a manual engine, fitted with a transmission ECU, hydraulic power unit and actuator.
when i press the UP button, signals are sent to the transmission ECU, and that ECU sends signals to the hydraulics. The hydraulics then sends power to the actuator, which disengages the clutch to change into a higher gear.

in short, manual ride with clutch controlled by the computer.
how cool is that? feels like initial D...

okay. time is fairly short for me to blog as CT is just next wed and it stretches all the way to saturday, consisting of 4 papers. not harping on that right now, allow me to do some quick sharing regarding the "open" concept.

http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/open1: having no enclosing or confining barrier : accessible on all or nearly all sides 2 a (1): being in a position or adjustment to permit passage : not shut or locked (2): having a barrier (as a door) so adjusted as to allow passage b: having the lips parted c: not buttoned or zipped 3 a: completely free from concealment : exposed to general view or knowledge b: exposed or vulnerable to attack or question : subject c: being an operation or surgical procedure in which an incision is made such that the tissues are fully exposed4 a: not covered with a top, roof, or lid b: having no protective covering

above are the definations of OPEN from merriam webster. i consider them as crap as of today. the open im talking right now might be more applicable to men in general.

being a gentlemen = not just a gentle-man.
i suggest that we do not apply only it on girls; we can show a little of our gentlemen-ness to guys as well, and that has zero suggestion to being GAY.

being man, we are often exposed to disadvantages that we find them simply unfair. i would like to take this opportunity to introduce you to 2 simple phrases.

"being taken advantage of can be a form of benefit"
"fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me"

why being taken advantage of is considered a benefit?
the common misconception of "being taken advantage of " often relates to &*^%, revenge etc.
well, "BTAO"-ed, as long as not to a severe degree, is actually another way of showing a better direction to our future route.

please do not laugh at the example that im showing next..

EXAMPLE,
u got tripped by a rock; u got BTAO-ed.
lesson learnt, avoid to walk rocky roads.
BTAO = rock trips u
BENEFIT = lesson learnt, began to ponder and reflect, avoid next time.

i believe that the second phrase needs no further explanation.

being "open" is actually a chinese translation of "kuan1 kuo4" (wide).
i personally take every mistake/ BTAO as a valuable lesson. lesson learnt doesnt make u a skeptical person; it simply raise your awareness of such possible situations.

BTAO doesnt mean that u are STUPID/DUMB/*thesaurus*, it is you being "open" and allow other ppl to do it (if its harmless). you can be aware of it, and still allows it to happen =]
if you do not understand what have i been talking about OR you do not understand above point raised, u can ask me personally. i will be glad to explain.

probability of u not being able to understand = u are not a guy.

harping and picking on others' languages/weak points/weaknesses, perhaps money as well, would make u a very "small" person ( chinese direct translation). in another words, being TOO skeptical or "ANAL" makes u a rather pathetic and petty person.

if that is the case, i have 3 words for you!...
that's "AWWW, poor thing..."

and if you find the above "crap", the above perspective is not for you.
cos...
its just another rant of mine!

have a good day.

=]

going to places alone with nothing for my left hand to hold on to.
when i looked left, there was just an empty seat and no one to talk to.
i miss the day when we were first in HV, then CB.
then ECP the next day.
this is how driving alone feels like.

everytime we hug, it feels the same like the night under those stars.
everytime we kiss, it feels the same like the night under those fireworks.

nothing spells better than j-u-n-i-e.