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Hello! I'm Laksa!

E-mail : trey@live.com.sg


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whenever i got the drive to blog, it tends to become lesser and lesser... AND WOALA! "........i'll blog another day........"

and then come the "day", erm... i forgot what is it that i want to blog about.

hmmm hmmm...

anyway, i consider myself extremely lucky for the past 3 semesters, that i did not fail a single module.. but i failed a number of them in common tests. various reasons i supposed.

i would like to share a personal recount, from someone close to me.


she was a BS (business studies) student in the same school a few years back. she only attended 4 semsters due to a completion of A levels. she was extremely active in her CCA and earned 200 - 300 cca points in a year... in which she secured a CCA gold award and had 4 pages long of achievements in her leaving cert.


FYI : in the older days, students can try to get as much cca points as they want. but only the top 10 % of the students with the most cca points get the GOLD AWARD.


the drawback was her results.

her highest grades in "year2" was a C.
she gave up her cca in "year3" and scored mostly As and Bs.
she managed to achieve a GPA of 2.9 upon graduation...




although i seriously have no idea how to handle the matter and i dont know if i did the right thing, im stuck in this world and i had to do it.
BTW, this world im in is bloody realistic.
they try to deny and wont admit.

"boh tak cheh, ta pao"
"boh zuah, boh looi"
"boh talent, play AP" ooopps... ok censor, if u get what i mean...

im a guy! already 19 and need to plan a future.
not gonna be some stucked-up and float my life away.
not gonna be some useless f-up-ed kid before NS,
not gonna be some useless f-up-ed kid after NS.
can no longer be the one i used to be when i first entered poly.
play and fun cannot be the focus anymore.

"must tak cheh, cannot ta pao"
"must got zuah, must got looi"
"boh looi how to yang parents, junie,sheng ri, kuai le?"
"boh looi how to be happy?"

i dont know whats ahead, i dont know whats planned.
i dont really care how they feel, i dont really care how they think.
i dont really care what they said, i dont really care what they gonna do.

its time i learn to take it like a man.
in this bloody realistic world, i only feel safe when im with 4 people
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