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Hello! I'm Laksa!

E-mail : trey@live.com.sg


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Long time coming... again. /
Holidayys! /
EXAMS! /
Study Madness /
Last Lecture in School. /
It's been a long time coming. /
another jaded day /
jaded... again. /
oh gosh /
ambitious. /

Darling. . Facebook . Google .

and YES! another quickie.
this time round, im gonna post a pic of darling's favourite car in her favourite color! PINK BEETLE. cool isnt it?




heeheee... and today i had a really really really really hard time doing the open pod. =[ it failed in the end and i have to visit my dear friend mike AGAIN. because i was in a rush to get a 4GB thumbdrive =S





AND THIS... is the MUSHROOM.









as u can see, there are many "zhao chia" in the garage ( old porsche, porsche targa, MR-S, RX-8, crashed white GTR)
so my red little riding hood was not bothered cos its too insignificant. (just kidding)

i like the garage.



i love my girlfriend.

after umpteen times of saying, i finally got to go tcc for the very first time!!
tcc@ keppel bay is really a nice place, shall make it my new fav hangout!
so please dont go there and stalk me.
=D

roarrr.. i need a better camera..




to me, a typical rubik's is something im inclined to. not only it can be used to kill time, applies to many people, it serves as something meaning to me in particular.
in the initial stage when i solved the cube for the first time, plain satisfaction was what i felt.soon, whenever i miss/ think of junie, i would solve it once.i found myself solving the cube more than 50 times per day, during that period of time.since then, solving a 3x3 cube was what i fond of doing.

as of now, i look at the cube again, while lazing in my favourite spot in the room, i began to feel envious.

"comparing life to a rubik's cube"
"if only life is like a rubik's cube"

there are many ways to solve a rubik's cube. many many different methods and alternatives, and u get the same result. for me, i always choose a standard/specific method ( call me stupid/stubborn/whatever) i might be walking through life the rigid and hard way. im not creative and sometimes i hated risks. i cant turn myself into someone else who is capable of being quick witted and decisive.

i wished life can be as simple as a rubik's cube, whereby it is simple to solve using a specific way (for my case). see, simple and precise, nothing's going wrong as long as u are careful with ure steps.


but... NOOO..
life is nv that simple......

so..
i need an utopia.


*this was blogged on impulse, again*



If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?